As of late I've noticed somethings about my wee little one. She's almost 11 months now. The thing is whenever she's something new. It's still new. Not like most people. They take what they see as if it's always been there even if it hasn't. But for a baby, they notice everything and try to figure it out.
when they see things they take the time to do what most people don't. They turn it upside down, to the side, to the other side, and so on until they try to find a way to see inside of it. I find it to be really amazing that most people don't even take the time to sit there and look at things as if they've never seen it before.
I guess that I have learned something that I never would have expected from her. Amazing what you can learn from an infant.

...Forever...Skye...

I don't know why but it seems like around this time of year things have a tendacy of getting nasty for some. I understand that people tend to get to be kind of depressed. But to get mean?
The other day i was hanging out with some friends and the guy who usually drives is a nice person. These are pretty close to what he said to my other half after he had dropped me off. "I am NEVER EVER taking you AND your woman anywhere, EVER again. You, fine. her. fine. together, NEVER again. You're lucky i didn't fucking Leave you." when i heard that this is what he said threw me. I understand that me and my other half talk to eachother in a rather abusive way, but with out it we would kill eachother other wise.
SO this guy who is rather a nice guy and doesn't really looses his head. Blew up. What i don't understand is why if he didn' tlike the way we were talking to eachother he could have just asked us to stop.
maybe he didn't want to be offensive but damn.

I don't wha tthe need for all the people who would think it would be a good idea to be complete dicks. BUT, hey, they fall under the catagory of stupied peole. fo rsome odd reason in the world they all seem to fall under two places. Either their some peice of white trash who don't bother to get a job and feed off of the already crappy economy. Or there are those who have the money and just think that they are better than everybody else, cause mommy or daddy wil pay to get them out of trouble. i'll come back to this on a later time.

idk... i haven't really posted any thing in a long while... I plan to here soon... I just need to get a scanner... i have alot of things to post and update... for any on who cares there you go...
i'll also be posting some picture of concert like thing here with in the next few days...

*sigh* i normally don't complain about pointless nonsnese. But this is one of the occasions. i've been having problems with my parents. i know that they care and love me. BUT i', 17 years old and i think i know how to stand on my own fett. I have been for a really long time. With in the last year my parents have JUST stood up to take on the role of parent. And now they've thrown in a cage and lost the key. If they don't know who i'm with or where i am they automacticly off doing something i'm not supose to do. I've never been in any real truble until i feel for someone who is 10 years older htan i am. Me and him were going to tell them that we were together but someone else fed them lies before we even had the chance to tell them the truth. alot of negative things have happened since then. but all i really wan tin this insane world is to be happy and to be with who ever i want to be wiht.